1. Do volunteer work
2. Major character change
3. Workout four times a week
4. Go home after office hours. No more DoTA
5. Fall in love and love deeply. [Pathetic. Hahaha!]
6. Go back to the university and take graduate studies. [Haven't decided yet on what to take.]
7. Acquire "the DSLR" & a laptop
8. Study another language besides English & Filipino. [I'm currently thinking of Spanish]
9. Improve my writing skills in both Filipino and English.
10. Save the environment and this planet.
11. Attend church. [Pending..]
12. Advocate my ideologies. [Volunteerism, Environmentalism, & ]
13. Learn to cook extraordinary food.
14. Have my birth certificate revised.
15. Take life one step at a time. [What if today was my or someone else's last?]
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Dissapointed
Ok.
I asked her why she was being kind to me.
She said "Ang liit kasi ng balakang niyo, tapos mas bata pa kayo sa akin. .... I might have been looking at you like a younger brother?"
Which translates to "You have a small waistline and you're younger than me. So .... i might have been looking at you like a younger brother?"
I feel discouraged. A younger brother.. A younger brother..
Why a younger brother? Arr.. Goodnight
I asked her why she was being kind to me.
She said "Ang liit kasi ng balakang niyo, tapos mas bata pa kayo sa akin. .... I might have been looking at you like a younger brother?"
Which translates to "You have a small waistline and you're younger than me. So .... i might have been looking at you like a younger brother?"
I feel discouraged. A younger brother.. A younger brother..
Why a younger brother? Arr.. Goodnight
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Ang Sagradong Paksa ng Pag-ibig
Kamakailan lang ay nabighani ako. Ewan ko ba. French Fries lang yun pero ang lakas ng impact sa akin. Nagulat pa ako noong Christmas party ng kumpanya pagkat sino ba namang mag-a-akalang ganun ang magiging itsura niya. Napanganga talaga ako. Yun nga lang, dahil sa aking ethnic roots mukhang napakaraming magiging sagabal sa akin.. Ang landas na aking tatahakin ay susmaryosep. Hayy.. Bakit ganito? Mhaammmeeeee!!
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Cramming Gift Purchasing
Today, I was planning to go to the gym. Unfortunately, I was still tired. I made up for the this weeks lack of rest and eventually started some of my chores at 11:30 Pm, but not before checking my plurk account. Hihihi
After finishing all the tasks at home, I traveled to SM Megamall to buy gifts for the relatives and the exchange gift later. It took me a while to reach a decision on what to give, luckily, I passed by a heritage shop that was selling old Filipino bills. I bought five(5) old five-peso bills and one(1) very old one-peso bill. I wanted to keep the one-peso bill but somehow destiny already had a plan. I also acquired a nebulizer and new filter replacements for the water filter. I still need to find something to give to my father, sister and a friends kid.
I was already late for the Christmas party, but when I arrived, it seemed that a lot of people were ill-informed. A lot of people did not show up. We ended up having an exchange gift with only 5 participants, including me. I received a Nestle gift certificate but lost the one-peso bill.
Arrived home tired but I was still able to check the plurk account and register to phplurk. Noticed that the status of 'object of my affection' said "had a sugar-rush, and shivering". Grabbed the opportunity.
After finishing all the tasks at home, I traveled to SM Megamall to buy gifts for the relatives and the exchange gift later. It took me a while to reach a decision on what to give, luckily, I passed by a heritage shop that was selling old Filipino bills. I bought five(5) old five-peso bills and one(1) very old one-peso bill. I wanted to keep the one-peso bill but somehow destiny already had a plan. I also acquired a nebulizer and new filter replacements for the water filter. I still need to find something to give to my father, sister and a friends kid.
I was already late for the Christmas party, but when I arrived, it seemed that a lot of people were ill-informed. A lot of people did not show up. We ended up having an exchange gift with only 5 participants, including me. I received a Nestle gift certificate but lost the one-peso bill.
Arrived home tired but I was still able to check the plurk account and register to phplurk. Noticed that the status of 'object of my affection' said "had a sugar-rush, and shivering". Grabbed the opportunity.
Company Christmas Party
I've been working for a long time now and it's been a while when I last wrote anything. Not just an entry for this blog but in general, including my daily activities. Therefore, I thought that I need to refresh and hone my skills becuase I'm afraid it might deteriorate if I don't use it often.
So here's my entry after some (n) months, where (n) is grater than 1 year.
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Today was the company's Christmas Party. Wait.. it was yesterday since its already morning.
I began by waking up late beacuse of the exhausting week. So, I rushed everything. I wrapped the gifts, packed the clothes and took a bath. It took me a long time, considering that I needed to be early in the office beacuse I had a deadline. *A deadline due on the company's Christmas party. Yup, unlucky me! Hihihi.*
Travel time was long, about 1 hour and 30 mins. It was kind of exhausting. I had with me a plastic bag full of cookies. About sixteen-750 ml containers. I arrived at the office at 11:30 AM.
I was out of time. I needed to finish the task due by 3PM becuase it needed to be bundled with my other teamates work and passed to the prject manager. Plus, I haven't had breakfast yet and lunch-time was approaching. And, to add to that, I have to give a gift to my friend DJ.
I was able finish everything, barely, but I wasn't able to write Christmas cards for my officemates so I ended up postponing the handing of the gifts away. We needed to rush to the party venue because it was far and, also, traffic.
The event was great, though, it still had room for some improvements. I think it would have been better if it was held at the office. By the way, I won a dry iron which I thought I might not be able to use. Hahahaha! Everyone was dressed well, except for some of the admin because they were not informed. Tsk tsk tsk. Some were mesmerizing since nobody has ever seen them wear glamorous clothes before.
The event ended at more or less 11 PM. There were a lot of things for us to bring. And heavy too; Christmas package, Kris Kringle gifts, clothes we wore earlier and the prizes we got. I ended up changing my plans to go home. I decided to pass by the office to drop off some of the heavy load. I got home at almost 2 PM with a basket of goods and a very large and heavy bag.
So here's my entry after some (n) months, where (n) is grater than 1 year.
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Today was the company's Christmas Party. Wait.. it was yesterday since its already morning.
I began by waking up late beacuse of the exhausting week. So, I rushed everything. I wrapped the gifts, packed the clothes and took a bath. It took me a long time, considering that I needed to be early in the office beacuse I had a deadline. *A deadline due on the company's Christmas party. Yup, unlucky me! Hihihi.*
Travel time was long, about 1 hour and 30 mins. It was kind of exhausting. I had with me a plastic bag full of cookies. About sixteen-750 ml containers. I arrived at the office at 11:30 AM.
I was out of time. I needed to finish the task due by 3PM becuase it needed to be bundled with my other teamates work and passed to the prject manager. Plus, I haven't had breakfast yet and lunch-time was approaching. And, to add to that, I have to give a gift to my friend DJ.
I was able finish everything, barely, but I wasn't able to write Christmas cards for my officemates so I ended up postponing the handing of the gifts away. We needed to rush to the party venue because it was far and, also, traffic.
The event was great, though, it still had room for some improvements. I think it would have been better if it was held at the office. By the way, I won a dry iron which I thought I might not be able to use. Hahahaha! Everyone was dressed well, except for some of the admin because they were not informed. Tsk tsk tsk. Some were mesmerizing since nobody has ever seen them wear glamorous clothes before.
The event ended at more or less 11 PM. There were a lot of things for us to bring. And heavy too; Christmas package, Kris Kringle gifts, clothes we wore earlier and the prizes we got. I ended up changing my plans to go home. I decided to pass by the office to drop off some of the heavy load. I got home at almost 2 PM with a basket of goods and a very large and heavy bag.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
More than one year
Hahaha! I'm not really made for blogging. Imagine, my latest post was 14 months ago. Well, I wasn't really going to write any entries, it was just that I passed by someone's livejournal. It is those times when you want to find out about some individual that you think is interesting and at the same time, mysterious. This site really has a pretty powerful search engine. "Akalain mo nga naman, isang keyword lang nakita ko na hinahanap ko." Now whose livejournal I stumbled upon?
Well she's very different from any other individual. She radiates the kind of aura that you would feel when you are on the shores of an isolated beach, witnessing the most spectacular but silent scene of sunset. Slow but graceful, that never ceases to amaze anybody. You can look at it more than once and yet the emotion never wanes down. It's just sad that almost all her entries revolved around two things: sadness and loneliness. I wish we had more common ground to talk about, but the only thing that I can speak of that makes her laugh is about the guy that she really likes that, by the way, has already offered his heart and soul to a different woman.
Double-Edged
Well she's very different from any other individual. She radiates the kind of aura that you would feel when you are on the shores of an isolated beach, witnessing the most spectacular but silent scene of sunset. Slow but graceful, that never ceases to amaze anybody. You can look at it more than once and yet the emotion never wanes down. It's just sad that almost all her entries revolved around two things: sadness and loneliness. I wish we had more common ground to talk about, but the only thing that I can speak of that makes her laugh is about the guy that she really likes that, by the way, has already offered his heart and soul to a different woman.
Double-Edged
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Me Una Entrada
This has been one of the most exhausting semesters that I have encountered. I have taken lots of commitments way beyond my threshold. Well, its a goodway to avoid thinking about other things when they are already getting way out of control. I know that such measures are not the right choices, but I can't help it. Things just got way out of hand and I don't know how I'm going to handle them. I just want to go. Run from it. I don't want to face it. Because Im so terrified of what might happen, of what I might lose. Even though I think I've already lost a lot. I don't want to think anymore. It's robbing me of my time that I could use in other things. I can't concentrate. I can't concentrate. I can't study. I would like to blame the person responsible though I was the one that started and did this to myself.
What have I done!? I just cared. I didn't expect to get too emotionally involved. As a matter of fact I was keeping my distance. I was afraid, terrified, mortified of what might happen. Even though I was... no... ,not was but still, enjoying every thing that happened. Every moment that passed and passes never gets forgotten. I would like to forget though I know I never will. Because I saw something different. Something unique that still makes me want to hold on even though "my friends keep telling me that if I really lover I've gotta set her free." Baduy!? Oh well.
I just don't know what to do. I've thought about every situation that I can think of, and I always arrive in a conclusion and solution that I know i'm not capable of. I need to change. I really need to change just to fix this. I like her so much. Please... I already know that I don't deserve a person such as her. I even feel that Im not fit to be near her. My feet trembled when I talked to her. My voice shivered at each statement I let out. My pulse raced when she held my hand. Everything just felt different, something I never expected. But such things would take too long to tell.
What have I done!? I just cared. I didn't expect to get too emotionally involved. As a matter of fact I was keeping my distance. I was afraid, terrified, mortified of what might happen. Even though I was... no... ,not was but still, enjoying every thing that happened. Every moment that passed and passes never gets forgotten. I would like to forget though I know I never will. Because I saw something different. Something unique that still makes me want to hold on even though "my friends keep telling me that if I really lover I've gotta set her free." Baduy!? Oh well.
I just don't know what to do. I've thought about every situation that I can think of, and I always arrive in a conclusion and solution that I know i'm not capable of. I need to change. I really need to change just to fix this. I like her so much. Please... I already know that I don't deserve a person such as her. I even feel that Im not fit to be near her. My feet trembled when I talked to her. My voice shivered at each statement I let out. My pulse raced when she held my hand. Everything just felt different, something I never expected. But such things would take too long to tell.
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